it's been a while since i last put some of my secrets on, but it's just that one of the persons i hold very dear, found them. i needed to explain everything and i made me quitte sick... but even now today, i still hold my fake smile while always have an urge to self-injure..... even at my work...
i have been thinking about telling everything to my best friend, but i'm scared. she isn't familiar with all these things, she doesn't even notice that i always cover my arms up. if she new, she would be disgusted. so maybe its better to stay quiet...
but at home i don't cover my arms up. my parents see it, my brother and sister too... but they jus